New Lucify blogsite

Ya..... looks like the old SUPERBAND site managed by Mediacorp is closed.... so Shinya posted a msg in the eti blog, informin us that the blog has been shifted to the new site....

http://lucify5.blogspot.com/

or click the followin link.....

Kel..... kekekeke..... KK didi..... Kel Koh

here are the pix lo..... he looked abit silly lo..... but i like.... kekeke....

My BZ day in sch......

Weather : Fine


Mood : Foul





went back 2 sch 2 finish up my PPCR, TRAISI n some stupid stuff...... a total waste of time la......


e moment i got to sch.... i on e PC in e General Office.... hopin i can find the PPCR files in the sch server.... n I FOUND IT....
! in e end i din even nita do it..... just do some amendment, can le..... that's MY ppcr....!!! wowowow.....


Lazy ppl always know how to save energy n time.....


n a sad thingi.... Chua GK login just now.... recently v bz so no time 2 entertain children..... feelin abit paiseh..... n guilty also... so i chat w her 4 awhile.... while in m doin some things.... stupid things again....





i managed 2 finish everythin by 10..... Phew.... n V****n came lo.... n i submit everythin to her lo..... she's hapi.... me too.... finali finished everythin.... but still got one 教师反馈.... wowowow.... that one troublesome....muz write in CHinese..... so muz write in chimchim chinese..... then can impressed my HOD.... whahahaha.....


now i m updatin my blog, n msnin Beatrice n Deon @ e same time.... stupid Deon dunno who m i??? i m gg2 hamtam him le....





kekekek.... gg2 go out w XMM tmr.... how nice izit 2 b in hoil..... no nita take mc.... can rest..... wonder wat time wil kel b online 2dae.... think 2dae he nita work... so mayb only can online @ nite....! Poor kel..... so late then got home.... 10 plus lei.... v dangerous 4 sucha swit boy like him.... so twiggy.... sure cant protect himself one.... my fren ask me to move to Bedok.... then can stalk him everyday.... i think cannot... later he angry.... hahahha.... crazy.... i live in Jurong also can talk 2 him ma.... no nita stay in Bedok then can tok..... i told him i wun go to his workplace 2 disturb him one....


Celesta said he no manners @ all..... the nite after e ONE MAN LIVE concert, they met online n she sent him many pix.... but he download them w/o sayin Thank you.... Y he like that....? so bad ya ..... muz teach him some manners nex time..... naughty boy.....! ya..... i went to luvkel yg... n got many pix o kel lei..... behind stage pix.... v precious lo..... show him reali swit lo..... he wore the wristband - BITCH.... talkin abt himself izit...? he's reali bitchy sometimes lo...... i cant stop to think he may get involved in Either Shinya or Misaki..... oh no..... how can i think o that..... how can i think o such thing abt my kel.....





Shit.... Shut up....!


Myoji

My Voodoo World...

Here are my voodoo residents....... Guez which is my fav??? Dun tell u/.....??? Whahaha...

Wata .................Wata Hell is this...?

Wata....Hell...!!!
Inintiali... it was planned that i m gg2 sentosa w my best fren - Stars55 aka FurryFurryFur.... but now.... everythin is diff..... i was thrown to the pit o fire...... I M ON COURSE TODAY..... ARGHHHHHHHHHH...............

FxxK la......! Wata Hell this world is all abt!!!!
Shit la..... i muz scold all the 4 letter words i know in my life...!

Not yet stepped into IT dept, oredi engaged in course liao le.... take away my holi..... shit..... FxxK all tt shit..... la.....

HDB ppl comin down 2 my house 2dae, i also cant geta stay at home....... all the "SHE" fault la..... then i gotta delay my outin w FurryFurryFur to Sun..... Sigh.....

Wata Hell...... Wata..... i muz repeat this again n again..... >>>><<<<<< Very fedup lei.....

Myoji

Blog = Notebook = Memory Lane.........???? Ya....!

I know recently i hv been postin again... quite a no o LUCIFY stuff... esp Kel's stuff in here...... kinda craze again.... ppl may get bored readin it.... but 2 me.... Blog is just like a notebook to me.... leavin watever i feel i may wan2 kip as a remembrance..... n dun wish to forget..... or stuff that i feel i may wan2 view frequently n not wan2 go search hi n lo for it when i nit them.... like Kel's videos......

went back 2 sch ytd.... to return some meda items to HOD, n was caught by my RO e moment i stepped into e staff room..... sigh.... but also gd la.... @ liz finished off the EPMS will do me some gd anyway... so i waited 4 so long for my turn to conference.... coz my RO got 4 JHs..... so muz wait patiently.... n then... while waitin... Celesta popped out n so i say hi 2 her, askin howz e concert on sat..... she told me abt how sexy n gorgreous kel was that nite.... i reali wanted 2 kill myself for not gg 4 e concert.... Let lightnin strike me ba..... "Troom!!!!!"(Sound effect o lightnin strike!!! kekeke)

then she sent me 4 pix taken that nite.... so hapi.... muack muack Celesta..... e moment i saw thoz pix.... my mouth started to foam le..... ppl who dun like them wun understand how i feel..... he dressed kinda like how Marilyn Manson used to dress...... laces...... hooks.....straps.... leather......metal chains..... n studs..... OMGosh..... but i think if i did went there..... i would hv fainted on e spot... esp if i was standin rite in front o kel.... screamin his name........ i will drop dead on e spot...... OH No..... i kept on sayin crazy stuff.... hv u guys n gals thrown up...... sure u did..... wahahahaha.......

okok..... thinkin back abt last nite dream..... i was fancinated..... i dreamt o Kel...... dun wori..... nothin obscene sia..... if yes..... OMGosh....... Corpse did hv feelin sia...... kekeke...... towards a guy..... but to sucha swit guy..... who looks cool on e outside.... swit on e inside..... loves to joke..... oh no...... Frankly speakin.... i cannot tahan...... cant stop but to love him.....

to prove my craze.... i hv put his name in my email addy......

Myoji

More Kel's sexy pix.... My kel's album in fact

****************Thanks my dear Fren - Celesta, for these wonderful pix taken! ************

Look..... Those sexy legs of kel.... Yee.... i think i m perverted.....! Sori kel..... pls dun feel scared! i wont stalk u de..... Whahahaha..... But who ask u wear like that? Who's fault? kekeke.... Nola.... how will i blame u....? if u dun wear like that, how i geta see...? Din wear like that throughout the whole SB competition... shld wear like this on national TV ma.... then u'll hong le lo......!

I think i'll dream o u tonite...! Ya... muz msn u tonite n tell u how much saliva i hv drooled.... whahahaha......

Myoji

my Sexy Kel in their Concert @ DOUBLE O

****************Thanks my dear Fren - Celesta, for these wonderful pix taken! ************

This is my Sexy Kel in their Concert @ DOUBLE O....... my mouth is foamin le..... sory if u guys n gals dun like him or how he dressed....... OMG....... He's drop-dead gorgeous n sexy....

Myoji foamin away le...

Hairstyle.... Abit not nice....

Kel abit crappy here... 老夫子．．．笑！小叮当some more

LUCY＠ACM.....

Rotting Halloween Pumpkin Time Lapse

Misaki kena swung by Shinya n kuek

kochira wa misaki desu...... kekeke.... no kel thou... but kinda fun sia...

Kel's catwalk @ IMM... Cute moments 2 b remembered...!

Cute moments 2 b remembered... i was there..... still miss the day lo....

LUCIFY @ DOUBLE O coverin 爱情搏击

Not clear thou... but it's the latest video of LUCIFY's performance @ DOUBLE O...

Lucify

Kel was sad.... i m sad too lo...

kekeke.....

Not too early... not too late....

i logon just in time, Kel login 5 mins after i did.... n we geta chat for more than 45 mins..... when he log off, i hv finished watchin the whole Poseidon VCD then...

so hapi... but kel was sad.... coz he think they din performed well last note @ DOUBLE O..... i heart pain... i dun wan him 2 lose confidence..... i sayanged him s much s i can lo...... i wish i m by his side lo..... n kel think my suffocation song was cool.... this makes me hapi.....

i wish i will geta see him online everyday..... i will try to send him testis..... unlike Shinya.... i think many o the fans din leave him msgs or testi le... so he kinda like abandoning the friendster acc le..... but kel is diff..... his friendster acc is growin strong... almoz everyday got new testis comin in.... no wonder Kel so bz everyday... sigh... i heartpain again....!

Myoji

U r..... which one...?

Just repost this and title urbulletinwith the condom that best fits urstatus or u will have bad luck inrelationship for 45 years...

RED CONDOM--> Ur taken and Loving that person

BROWN CONDOM--> Ur taken but confused

GREEN CONDOM--> Ur single and just having fun

ORANGE CONDOM--> Ur single and not really looking, butkeeping ur eyes open

PURPLE CONDOM--> Ur single and you like someone buthe/she has no IDEA

PINK CONDOM--> U really like someone but u dont knowif they really like you

BLUE CONDOM--> Ur single and really want someone so bad

BLACK&WHITE CONDOM--> Ur ready to get married

YELLOW CONDOM--> Just confused

DARK BLUE CONDOM -> Single and looking

****** I think i m the dark purple one, coz... i love that someone, he knew i love him, but it's absolutely impossible btwin us.... he's just a brother to me la.....
kekeke.... silly la.....

n i shld add one more.....

a normal - Translucent condom - u r straight!!!! whahahaha.... i dun hate GAYS..... i love them... whahahaha..... frenz i min....

REPOST THIS WITH THE ONE THATFITS U IN 5 MINUTES OR U WILL BESINGLEFOR 45 YEARS!!

Myoji

My Kel.....

The sweet boy on the very right, wearing white shirt n checked pants.... That's Kel....

Lucify Mini COncert.... cum a Weddin banquet......

Weather : Drizzle
Mood : Sad......

Y m i feelin sad...? bcoz... 2dae is LUCIFY's mini concert @ DOUBLE　O...... but i was not able 2 watch them live... but Celesta, Beatrice, and Richard got go..... Yasmin also din go.....

NVM, wait for Celesta to send me the pix lol..... heard from her... Kel was damn sexy tonite...!!! OMGosh.... i m gonna drool in my dream tonite...! Hope Kel will come into my dream tonite...! Love him 2 e core..... how ah...! i m poisoned le..... but my mom dun seemed to like him, n she thinks he dun look gd.... ya.... he isn;t e best lookin guy in LUCIFY.... but I LOVE HIM.... esp when he played guitar.... OMGosh..... Sexy....Cool....

All Hail.... King Kelvin..... King Kel.... My GOD of Guitar!!!

Myoji

PSLE Results.....!!!!

Hurray....!!!!!!!!
Finali the day when PSLE results released....!
After waiting for so long..... today is finali the day.....

I was involved in the P4 camp in sch...... reached @ 0730 in e mornin, n left only @ 2330 in e nite.... n slept @ abt 1 plus..... n woke up @ 3 plus n sprayed myself w perfume which i was too tired 2 put on ytd.....

n woke up again @ 6 plus this mornin.... in e hope o not bein late.... i totali 4got abt the PSLE results, not until i got to sch n my frenz reminded me, then i realized.... ya.... 2day is the day le....!!! Wooooooo!

we report @ our PC lab ONE @ 9 plus....... n my classes form teachers were distributed w the PSLE results.... wowowowow.... everyone was excited....! wonder how our pupils performed..... i went over to ask Mrs A****, "can i take a look @ e results?" n as i browse thru the results slips..... OMG....... my pupils PASSED.....!!! n i got over to Mrs C******n, she hadn't tear her slips, so i offered to help her, n to browse thru the result slips @ e same time.

After seein my pupils' results, i broke into tears..... i cant control myself......

Here is my P6 results........

2 "A*"s

18 "A"s

8 "B"s

1 "C"

1 "D" (My N*******l, whom i thot will get U grade!!!)

i m so hapi...... overwhelmed....! This is my 1st time teachin P6..... n here i got my results of the hardwork of the year 2006.....

they have never given me such good results.... n the best thingi is...... our sch CL results is ABOVE national average....!

99.2%

the results were encouragin, my HOD was so hapi, n she decided to give us a treat o PIZZA HUT...!!! wowowow....!

Althou i m tired, but still the fact that my pupils did well 4 my subj, reali boost my spirits today.....

N.... nevertheless, despite gettin good grades, they still din managed 2 get into express stream for most o them...... Ya... some o them did managed 2 get into EXPRESS or Exp/ NA stream, but i had a handful o them gettin into N(T)...... very sad.... sob sob......

n my EM3 kids.... Laiy***, n my dear M***h**, Y***, all passed their PSLE n get promoted to Sec.... for LY, n MH, this is their 2nd try, no matter wat, they muz clear lo..... althou Sh****l still failed his PSLE, so nita repeat again......

nvm........ i just wish they will study hard in their sec yrs lol.....

Kinda miss them.... ya..... esp some o the extraordinarily interestin n fun-lovin kids...... namely D**n, LKK, R****n, J**l, C****e Tan, J*****e Ang, J****n Goy, Leong KL, Hui JJ, Lim WJ, from my class 6CL5, ocoz all o them la......
n my lion dsance graduatin kids..... Chua GK, Lei C**nhui aka Toilet Bowl(whahahaha.....), Tan Y*** aka Xiaode n Koh WJ aka Monkey...... Sob.........
n ocoz..... Ting M***H**, Chua L**Y***, n a no. of Malay kids......

Bye, kids..... off u go..... Out u go.... wishin u guys n gals all the best in ur future endeavors..... Love u all always.... miz ya always....

Myoji

KEL.... WRU??? Mizz ya...!!!!!!!!!!

Actuali i saw Kel online just now.... but dunno y.... he din respond....???

I m very sad now....
Havin workin so hard on the results collation, sigh... Kel's presence gave me the strength n energy to go on n i finali completed the whole thingi....

now that he's offline.... i cant ask him le...... sigh....
most probably my LUCIFY is practisin at Kel's house....
Kel always like to on his PC and play guitar.... abit waste electricity.... but who cares..... but he usuali will reply me lei.... how come ah? we always can chat long long one.... but nite time, he busier ba....

I think the rest o Lucy members were ard i guez.... so they r rehearsin 4 the concert so no time....
hope their concert will be a success....

i miss my dear kel......
yala.... jon too.... n shinya tooo....

kekekeke..... see.... BZ still cant tok rubbish.....

i wonder of they'll release their own individual album..... ya .... next time muz ask kel abt this issue.....

okok..... still got another 2 reports to complete..... pen off le......

Myoji

Dun be like this frog............

Story OnE

A frog has no sense of whether is it in a well or kettle......

so if i chose 2 place the frog in a kettle, n put some water in e kettle, then i light the fire.

The stupid frog was unaware of the increment of the water temperature....

the frog is still enjoyin itself..... thinkin it was having sauna.....

then..... the water temperature rise and rise..... until the frog was boiled to death.....

the moral of the story.....

Dun be like this frog..... who are unaware of the surrounding......　死了都不知道是怎么死的。


Myoji

Review Day...

Actuali got nothin much to say today... coz too bz le.... anyway, muz drop some wordz or my frenz thot i m DEAD le...

kekeke...
2day damn bz man....
sch started at 8 am.... din hv meetin @ SPICE Rm but the hall instead.... very warm, althou it's open air.... no cooler some more.... so i think our P6ses are more fortunate in that sense le....

P talked lotsa c**ps..... sigh... as usual.... no change... everyone on e floor was basically doin their own things.... drawin.... playin games w each other.... not listenin anyway.... pathetic sia.....

did lotsa discussion thou.... hv 2 gd stories 2 share but not today... coz too bz le.... i m collatin the results 4 P5 classes, EPMS..... gatherin tix.... lotsa lotsa stupid craps...... so sori of i sounded frustrated.... i m like that anyway......

okla.... will update more if i m free 2moro ba.....

reali bz lei....


Myoji

When 3 become ONE LONG ONE.....!!!! Whahaha....

Weather : Fine

Mood : okla.... Hapi.... XD

Listenin 2.... : Souls 2 deny by SUFFOCATION



Ytd.... 2 bz... no time 2 update..... lazy bum bum la me......

kekekeke..... See...! i m coughin away le... retribution lol...!!!



talkin abt yesterday..... reali tiring... in fact these few days all very tiring.....



Chapter ONE - Speech n Prize givin....



on thu.... Speech n Prize givin.... it's tirin in the sense that.... i will hv to stand the whole evenin waitin 4 e mayor 2 arrive.... n the angry thingi is........ the sch did not cater any food 4 my dragon dance pupils therefore we will hv o fork out our own $$$ 2 buy them MacDonalds... a total o $59.... wowowowow.... but nevertheless.... e perf is a success so everythin is worthy lol......

n we r proud o our kids who managed 2 make it a success.... Hail... Kids.... Hail....!





Chapter Two - P1 Orientation



this is on fri...... wowowow..... i went 2 sch very early @ 9 plus 2 see my RO for my EPMS.... nervous... nervous.... dunno wat will she sy abt it.... yayaya... she'll definitely council me abt that issue.... so b it....

n she also share w me her own personal XP... n it was shockin....... anyway... shld nt go further..... i told her abt my unwillingnez 2 cross over 2 e IT dept.... i wanted very mux 2 stay in CL dept... after hearing so mux n serious consideratn..... i hv made up my mind.... i only hope she'll again fight hard 4 me..... but..... if i reali nita cross over, i die die also do it lol.....



then i waited till almoz 2.30 pm.... when my colleague banged into my office n told me to get the hell outta e office n start workin as every1 were bz at tt moment le.... i m still in e office.... i wasn;t bein lazy this time rd.... i only stick 2 e schedule... which stated 2.30 pm...... so i quicky dashed outta e office n start usherin parents into e hall.....



after which, we led them 2 e SPICE Rm, where mandarin briefin was conducted 4 parents who cant understand Eng.... n unluckily.... P was there....

initiali, he was standin w us.... but all o a sudden, he went in front n stand rite behind my colleague who was sittin there.... that scared her 2 death.... >_<

actuali by 4 plus.... i can go 4 e break, but my other colleague asked me 2 do relief @ Class 1C2.... bad luck sia... but anyway... gg there i also dunno wata do..... jus help out here n there lol..... i was in e same rm as Mdm HuZai***.... my P4 form teacher.... Stars 55, u know who? 1 Malay tr, 1 indian tr.... n i, e only CL tr.... so i do my best 2 help them lol....

n my rewards r gettin praises n thank u fr the parents which is encouragin n fulfillin.... think i can b in e service line... coz i can smile alot..... althou abit plastic.... but isn't that wat customers n clients wanted....



Chapter Three - Bras Basah ....



I went 2 Bras Basah w my XMM 2dae.... wowowow.... extraordinarily relaxin.... coz it's HOLIDAY.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dOoOb Whahahahahaha.......



She's not in a very gd mood 2dae thou.... but i still maintain the joyous mood coz if i m unhapi, DIELA.... anyway.... it's HOLIDAY..................!!!!!!!!!!! i shld stay hapi ma....! So i went up 2 Pop@ Central..... 2 buy my "BLACK BOOK"s.... n a new mech pencil.... waste $$$, n also bought a simple gift 4 Stars55........ no $$$, end o e mth still nita pay lotsa bills.... n still got 2 weddin feasts 2 attend..... Seein $$$$ flyin away... heart v pain.......



Anyway... hope Stars55 will like mi gifts lol......



Wat a surprise.....!!! after i ate my dinner w XMM@ e interchange, i sugg 2 walk home, takin e 254 track.... wowowow... she was so hapi.... but she promised 2 walk slowly n will allow me 2 rest if i m feelin unwell... but it was quite an enjoyable n fun walk home.... i think we managed 2 get home quite fast althou i did rest in midway..... Whahaha.... i m too weak le..... hahaha..... i hope i'll b able 2 walk home w her everytime we go out.....



I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM.....I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM..... I love XMM.....



Althou she's abit unhapi 2dae...(not bcoz o me.... kekeke... luckili) but everythin seemed 2 resolved by e time we geta Roxy..... i went up 2 Roxy 2 collect IMMOLATION's Harnessing Ruin CD.... n i went down n called her.... she showed me a funny face n i know she's quite ok le.... then all o a sudden, i hv an urge 2 give her a big hug.....



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XMM, I LOVE U...... althou i hv been thinkin o Kel everyday, n every sec o my life.... but still my one n only Fav.... XMM... datz u le....!!!

A sad day...... Gdbye kisses n huggies......

Ytd... was my P6ses last day o sch.... definitely feelin very sad.... esp when my pupils came up n gimme a big huggies.... oh no.... my heart is cryin out w tears.... how ah....? i dun bear to see them leave but they definitely gotta get e hell o of SQ.... so.....sigh.....

i was online w LKK now..... e guy whom i used 2 hate n scold so mux....!
he looked very normal online lei??? how come in real person.... he like so nasty n siao siao one??? kekeke.... weirdo sia...!

okok.... long time din input any new stuff le....! now holi le, can have more time to compose new junks.... wait for me ah....!!!!

Myoji

Regrets..... Reali Regrets......

Weather : Fine
Mood : Gd but tired......

Today is my sch big day....... Annual Speech n Prize Giving Day as well as our pupils' last day in sch...
Reali hope my P6ses will just paz w flyin colors lol...... ohya.... that's rite...!!!

I was responsible 4 e Class 6C3 for the whole day today..... A noisy class thou... but 2dae i feel they r kinda cute, thou abit wild... s 2dae is e last day o sch... they r gg2 leave here 4ever. so definitely tends 2 b abit wilder la.....

4 2nite's Speech n Prize Givin day.... my dragon dance perf.... reali make me freakish lol..... i went home early ytd, as i went back 2 my old house 2 get Coach sign his attendance...., so therefore i forgot 2 stocktake the no o trousers for Dragon Dance perf..... oh no..... n this mornin when i geta sch.... after rollcall, i went 2 stocktake n found only 4 sets..... Sh*t... how ah....! then i immediately call upon all Members 2 come down.... n ask one by one to call home. hope i can get everythin in by this afternn....

Regrets.... talkin abt Regretz....

sigh.... Regretted 4 switchin to e new Blogger in Beta....

Y?

i started finding blogskins today... found a few EMILY THE STRANGE ones but, i found that i cant copy n paste them in the HTML Template, coz it cant load.... sad thingi sia.....

If u wan me 2 create myself, i'll die la.....

So i'll take some time to explore lol.....

http://www.blogskins.com

Myoji

Kel is online......

I m so hapi... i hv been keepin my laptop on for so long, then all o a sudden, i checked... eh.... Kel is online.... So hapi....

Reali brought colors 2 my day lol.....

He's playin guitar while checkin mails again.... hahaha.... i ask him whether he like to tok on msn or wat... he told me he like to tok face 2 face.... which is quite diff from me.... sob.....

how i wish he got webcam... then i can geta see him live... playing guitar.... how i miss him, n the way he played guitar.... so shuai.... n cool... Our Guitar God...!

My IT HOD asked me 2 join her in her IT /Media dept... i happily agreed... but i heard there are negative effects for that...

Now i m in a dilemma... dunno wata do lol..... go or nota go....? but it's not up to me to decide... if she proposed to P, say she wans me, i die die also mux go work for her lol....

Myoji

Poor Doraemon

This is a pic of a poor Doraemon toy which i took in one of my P5 classes.... So poor thingi... kids nowadays so violent.....
Thinkin back..... wasn't i the same???? kekeke....

Myoji

My Poem of Hopeleznez......

我的未来是个梦．．．．．．
人生の道路上总有不少崎岖不平。

周遭の人，
无法给我我所要の安全。

我学会了只相信自己。
而如今，连我の灵魂都背叛了我の躯体……
世上还有谁の话我能听。

现实の残酷
致命の冷酷
无情の判决
将我击入无底深渊

美丽の承诺
温暖の笑容
真诚の问候
是我永远不敢奢望の梦想……
无法到达の永远……
一望无际の未来……

Myoji

我的未来是个梦．．．．．．
人生の道路上总有不少崎岖不平。

周遭の人，
无法给我我所要の安全。

我学会了只相信自己。
而如今，连我の灵魂都背叛了我の躯体……
世上还有谁の话我能听。

现实の残酷
致命の冷酷
无情の判决
将我击入无底深渊

美丽の承诺
温暖の笑容
真诚の问候
是我永远不敢奢望の梦想……
无法到达の永远……
一望无际の未来……

Myoji

Poem of misery................

黑夜............

深夜，是一天当中最珍贵的时刻。
感受深夜的宁静。
深夜，是一天当中最神圣的时刻。
聆听自己的心跳与呼吸。
深夜，是一天当中最美丽的时刻。
欣赏夜空中闪烁的星星。


深夜……
是如此地宁静……
是如此地深沉……
是如此地神秘……


有时，她像是个热闹的游乐场……
鸟类昆虫，跳跃飞舞。
有时，她像个高贵的少妇……
一身镶满钻石的黑色晚礼服。
高贵典雅……

但……
有时，她是种可怕的、无形的力量……
在大家沉睡的时候，霸道地压迫着我的弱小心灵。
让人喘不过气。
骇人的黑暗……
致命的宁静……
咆哮着的风声……
凄厉地哭喊着……

我呢?......
我呢？

Myoji

Day after day, of torture
I’m glad I am still alive……
Rusty nails hammered into my spine
Withdrawing from me –
Blood everyday
Replacing new blood – blood of filth
My body itch from within……

I was served with the best meal the night before.
Staring up into the dark sky,
While the priest whispered his prayer into my ears……
His prayer so long, and I ignored……
To him is prayer……
To me is trash noise……
he went on and on…….

20 years of my life,
I’ve learnt nothing but a big lie……
I’ve learnt that God’s existence……
Is just bedtime stories for young children.

Praying and praying Is merely an action that proves your foolishness.
All these preachers…….
Are nothing but wolves that prowl in the night.
Behind people’s backs,
Wagging their tongues of blades.

God is blind. Seeing nothing but our sins.

This morning, When day breaks,
I know the time has come.
Few more hours before the ritual begins……
I lay hopelessly in my corner.

Hear the sound from someone being dragged……
From the inside to the outside,
Into the sand……
Hitting of nails, One by one,
Sending endless pain to the victim.
Up he is, crucified, on the crooked cross.
Looking almost unconscious……

Sight of a katana
Reflection of the sun
Can wake the dead from their sleep.
Scream in terror
Stare in horror
Souls start to melt.
Knocking on my cell
Forced open the door
Grinning in evil
Dragging me out
Just like the one before

One after another
Doing it repeatedly Again and again
Kneeling on the sand
Tightly I closed my eyes
Knowing now it’s my turn
Screaming out for help
But there’s no one who can hear
With only me here, in tears

Beaten to submission
Laying in pool of blood
Dragging me to the cross
Leaving trails of blood

Katana slashed across
Leaving a deep gash
Stomach split open
Emptied all contents
In my eyes, Pitch-black is all I see……
Woke me up,
rain on me with Tequila.....
My eyes are forced open.
Set on fire, the bloody mess right before my eyes.....
Seeing my own flesh being burnt,
i know I am gone......

I am gone......

Myoji

最快乐的我......就在黑夜里。

在这喧闹的世界里，

我依然是孤独的。

我只能多在阴暗的角落里，

默默地等待着夜幕的降临。


黑暗中……

我得到了满足。


黑暗中……

我得到了宁静。


黑暗中……

我才能看见我的光明。

是孤独的我……

是深沉的我……

是怪异的我……

是令人能以理解的我……

难以接近……

但，……

这才是最快乐、最满足的我……

Myoji

A happy day... finali....!

Althou 2dae, i went back 2 sch4 Parenting Talk, all e way unti 1130, and only got home @ 12 plus.... but luckily XMM still go out w me.... kekeke.... Remember last time.... think a mth ago.... on my way home after the same stupid event....., when i reached interchange, she called n said she dun wna2 go le.... i was so sad..... ended up buyin lunch home.... sigh.... 2dae, coz only 1/2 day, so we took 502 to IMM, my fav shoppin mall.... to me is heaven le...... N somemore... 2dae is payday.... after transferrin $$$ 2 XMM, still nita spend one ma.... so i went on a shoppin spree lol..... i went Giant..... DAISO.... n bought a laptop pouch, Hello Kitty sealup bags.... Hello Kitty pencil cases, not tt i love HKitty.... it's becoz they r black in color..... so i bought 2 lol..... then i gave XMM a treat o the korean cruisine.... we love it... n think today's meal is the most delicious meal ever since the very 1st time we ate it.... the fish is hot n juicy, a bite o it, makes me feel i m in heaven.... (mayb partly e reason is bcoz o my confession as mentioned in my wretch blog la.....>_<) , n imagine wat... after the korean cruisine, i still bought the Kopitiam toast bread n kopi xiu dai 4 XMM, n orange juice for myself.... i love orange juice.... kekeke.... m i stressin too mux on FOOD....???? Sorry... Next, just after my XMM went to DAISO again 2 buy her dumbbells...., we went to SPORTSLINK, n i bought another 1 L Nalgene bottle.... initiali i wanted a pink bottle, then i decided 2 get a purple one, just like my 500 ml bottle.... but just after i made my payment, my XMM spotted a military green bottle, n then we decided to change.... wowowow.... it's damn cool man....! kekeke... this is my 4th Nalgene bottle le..... Y i love it so much ah? dunno lei? just simply love it lol.....

Myoji

Actuali i am nothin but a wretch crawling out from the grave....

My passion towards darknez, gore, n lonelinez........
I m a loner....
livin in e dark....
in a pool o blood...... everywhere.....


Shhhh.....Do not disturb...I am digging my grave... Read my words quietly n go...Shhhhhhhhhhhhh............

Myoji