Saturday, August 02, 2008

Blood-Drenched...

for the past 2 days... i was on mc...
not that i m nt feelin reali unwell... i feel uneasy n fedup... XXX...

i din sleep on the bed...
i hate it when i get out o my bed... it's nitemare in e mornin... XXX!
din't hv any "blood" for e past few mths... n it all accumulated n let it come all in a mth... i cant move e moment i sit down... if i ever move... the menses will rush out like .... as if the water dam breaks apart n give way.

yet i went back to sch ytd... afternn... my cca is gg for competition dis sun... coach asked for extra trainin... can i say NO...? but other than me... no one can b put in charge rite @ e moment... 2 o e trs in noon sessions... 1 tr new 2 e cca... HOD gg 4 meetin... who else...? so i went back...

but 1 o my colleagues was angry w me... i wanted 2 explain tt i'll catch up w e work nex wk... but i din geta explain... she told me in a very stern manner tt it's wrong o me 2 come back durin mc... she meant gd... dun wan me 2 get into trouble... but... i hv my reason... i dun wish 2 come back also... havin spent almoz a hundred bucks seein doc... i wanted 2 rest @ home... preferably sit on e toilet bowl throughout e whole day... but can i leave my cca kids behind...?

m i reali wrong? is my reason o comin back reasonable?

i dunno...

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